Chapter Two: EMDR

Chapter Two: EMDR

As I stated earlier, I had used EMDR as a form of therapy. The first time they did it, they wanted to see if it would pull my memory. The second time they used the EMDR, it took me back to about four years old. The third time they used it, we went between 2.5 and 4...
Controlling thoughts

Controlling thoughts

There are days for me when concentrating is like being on a Ferris wheel and a merry-go-round all at the same time. No matter how hard you try to go to the racetrack that is your brain, it just scrambles, jumps, and goes everywhere. In my head, when I talk and get...
Chapter One: It Begins

Chapter One: It Begins

I came into this world on October 31st 1962, to a family that should never have had children.  If my mother were alive today and had a psychologist look at her, they would deem her bipolar and more. My mother was a chameleon with the ability to scream, throw, and...